The Progress of My Next Novel

Eshelle Butler was born and raised in Chicago Illinois. She graduated from Columbia College Chicago and has a BA in Marketing Communications and Journalism. She also has a background in music. In addition to being an Author, she is also a Poet, Screenwriter, and Blogger. Eshelle is divorced and has one child and currently resides in a small town outside of Chicago Illinois.
Hey everyone, I know I normally write my blog entries on Sunday afternoons but today I spent all afternoon having some quality time with my son. We hung out at the local mall, shopped and had lunch together. It was a wonderful day. My day started out on a sad note upon hearing about the death of actor Bill Paxton whom I loved. I first saw him in the movie Weird Science and have loved him ever since. Some of my favorite films of his are Weird Science, Vertical Limit, Twister, True Lies, and Aliens. He will be missed.
I have been really struggling to make my next novel a masterpiece but it’s just not turning out that way. I wanted to write about the subject matter of Murder Suicides within the family. It’s a difficult subject matter to write about because no one really knows why it happens or what goes through the mind of someone who has done it. It’s tragic and shocking and I want to do it justice but I’m being so careful that I’m losing some of my motivation to write this.
I have the story mapped out already and I know how it’s going to end. I will try not to make the fictitious Morgan Family’s story too depressing otherwise, you won’t want to read it. But I also have a responsibility to those who have lost loved ones to such a tragic event to not make light of it and tell it in the most honest way possible. I personally have never gone through anything like this nor have I ever met anyone who has gone through this so I had to do extensive research on the subject in order to make this story realistic.
The research was hard to do because I